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As we all know, things come and go, aka a cycle, and it's only up to you to decide what can stay or go. What you prioritize in life. Although sometimes it's not entirely up to you.
Sometimes it depends on your circumstances, your life choices, your entourage, your mental. They say that you can be anything you want to be, yet despite that, not everybody has the same chances, or the same luck, or the same drive, or the same ambition. We've all read or heard stories of people that have made it, but also of people finishing in second, or worse, not even getting out of the tunnel. With every bit of success comes a little bit of jealousy, envy, and words of negativity. Wait, what does that have to do with the cycle of life? Easy, it's also a cycle. You could make a video or an article or something and be viral, and then be gone forever. A flash in the pan, a one-hit wonder, or worse, a Milli Vanilli. Sometimes you enjoy things that are there, other times you breeze through them thinking they'll be there forever when they won't. I'm guilty of that, too. Guilty of not enjoying some sentiments or feels that I should've enjoyed more. But I've started enjoying the right ones more. What are the right ones depends on each person; to me, it's mostly to do with touch, movement, and feeling. Pretty ambiguous, I know. I am like that at times. Let's be a little less ambiguous though. Here are a couple of things that I've done and I don't do anymore for a variety of reasons or circumstances. I used to write for roughly 10 hours a day, for over a year. Now I barely write for 2 hours a week, if that. And that's mostly for jokes, and the occasional blog post. I studied Japanese and was on it in a big way, yet now I barely know the Hiragana, Katakana, and maybe one Kanji, and a few words. I still do read manga and watch some anime once in a while, though. I used to exercise for 2 hours a day, 6-7 days a week, for the longest of time, yet now it's maybe 5 minutes a day, apart from the seldom 10k run. Some of these changes have happened because I moved to a different country, but some because I let go of myself to process other things, such as alcohol. I quit alcohol when I was 19, started again when I was 25, for almost a year and a half, to fit in. The only positive was that I discovered that when drunk, I could laugh like Ricky Gervais and James Corden. Can barely laugh with a sound otherwise. Oh, the humanity, right? Getting back on track after that laughter, choosing what's important can differ anytime. Relationship, career, job, solitude, people in general, travelling, where you place your energy can affect you greatly in your mental well-being, and that's the one thing you want to have healthy all the time. I have a few things in my life at this point that I know are important, I enjoy and want to do more of, and also things that I would like to get more into that isn't happening due to time constraints. However, I have confidence it'll happen. So far, in terms of stage time, this has been my busiest year, and it's only at the half term. Also, I generally change/adapt/switch something every six months, and I've done of those at least 3 times these past six months. It's been a crazy roller coaster ride filled with strong emotional pathways. Boy, everything sure caught me by surprise and left me there questioning myself more. I know, more ambiguity. All you need to know is that it's about close relationships with some people. Anyway, on to the next six months of strangeness and curiosity.
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